This made me feel warm and cozy and happy just from reading it… It’s that rare feeling, I know how it feels but I can’t remember the last time I felt it. I’ve never tried any opioids though

That description kind of reminds me of meditation. Just practicing contentment. I wish I could just turn it on, on days that it is hard to keep going. Snorting heroin or smoking opium sounds dangerous.

Edit: shit now I’m reading about burrows on Wikipedia https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/William_S./_Burroughs

Edit 2: he is the only public “old” junkie I know of.