Honestly, most of my first few relationships were awkward bumbling affairs. Lot of heart, excitement and zero experience dealing with it all plus another person going through the exact same nonsense.
If you’re looking for advice that I would’ve loved, it’d be pretty basic; be safe, have fun and don’t ever let him make you ever feel uncomfortable.
My new favourite short joke…
You hear about the non binary prospector? Found gold in them/their hills!
I’m not sure about pure evil so much as sociopathic. I worked briefly in door to door sales, got taken to some high performer award celebration nonsense and was standing in one of those group circles as people were recounting war stories. “Give her the discount? Hell no. And then I realized she was too old to read what I was writing so I just added an extra year on to the contract!” Huge round of laughter, light applause.
To make it more gross… The discount was standard, we got no extra commission for having or not having it, was purely a free promotion to grease the wheels. He just didn’t because, well, the old lady he’d scammed was too trusting.
I quit shortly after.
Everyone ought to have that relationship once, one of the best life experiences anyone could ask for.