Came here to suggest Akagi, it might also help to play a little Mahjong Soul to understand riichi mahjong. It’s not essential, but rewatching Akagi after learning how to play was an enhanced experience.

The patient gamer experience.

Linus is such an insufferable tool. Let him stay on Windows.

Same experience as me, worked it out eventually but not as intuitive as it should be.

Too right, mate.

As an Australian, why bother importing “y’all” when everyone is already “mate”?

Even without development skills, you can still contribute by helping develop and maintain good documentation for your favourite projects or helping with testing and bug reporting.

I don’t think there’s magic one size fits all answer to this, it really sucks you have to deal with it. Avoid destructive behaviours like drinking until you pass out etc, they won’t help in the long term. Do you have any friends IRL you can call on?